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What I Learned From Peeking at Porn after 170 Days

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Kolbe, May 10, 2017.

  1. Kolbe

    Kolbe Fapstronaut

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    So the other day, I had extreme urges, that were so intense I could not study for exams.
    I was fooling around on my phone, and pulled up some old website that I would use.
    My heart rate increased, I could feel the blood rushing through me. For the 5 seconds that I viewed pornography, I suffered about 3 days of guilt and shame.
    I put the phone down, and edged until I realized what I was doing. I cried, and for the few hours after that incident, I was sad, had a headache, was clammy, and felt like my throat had closed up. It was scary, and I will hopefully never peek again.

    All in all, I have had that one image stuck in my head for the past four days, and I can definitely feel a strong chaser effect. I am more horny, and have felt very moody. Please do not look at all! It is not worth it.
    From 175 days to 0, it will all work out.
    God Bless.
     
  2. Mikel Riko

    Mikel Riko New Fapstronaut

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    Don't feel down sometimes it happens, just let it go and keep working hard to recover. Soon you'll see that you won't struggle with this as much as you used to. Stay positive and keep the faith 100%. God bless you!
     
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  3. hollyman

    hollyman Fapstronaut

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    had a similar reaction (after 80 day), but unfortunately for me i MO and had a chaser effect

    the cry is real , isn't it ? as you feel all the hard work vanish in front of you,

    hope we never peek that devil again, ever
     

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