every morning i wake up extremy tired and sad, with huge head aces brainfog plaging me thought whe first 5 hours of the day. This only to wake up to either go to depressive school or depressive work at a super market where things arent going well... I cant get anything done apart from maybe some stuff on the laptop. the only thing that i can enjoy is smoking a joint in absolute silence with no poeple around me. every day i feel so bad that i just dont give a fuck about many things making problems only worse. I only have 2 friends. But when i go to them and see them having thier good lives and rreturn home i just feel sick again. So i havent been going to friends latly. Afther a work day or school day i just feel mentaly exhausted, not wanting to do anything. Then i slumber away, only to repeat the progress again and again until i get so done with it that i cut my self.