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Hello Everyone,
Before i start my thread this is a brief about me:
-25 years old
-no job
-no girlfriend (still virgin)
-no friends either
-no morning wood (i don't remember since when but it is maybe over a 2 years)
-healthy body
-foggy brain
-social anxiety
-depression
-no goals in life
-guilty
-start of pmo when i was 16 years old
-struggling with NoFap (since a years) so much relapses
Two days ago i decided to never look to a girl with lust, and because i like watching girls bodies and enjoy looking at them, so my decision was to never look at the girls body for the next 30 days, but today is my 2nd day and feel very empty and very tempted to watch (any part) of a girl body, but i decided to stop for a moment and be honest with myself and think about the real reason of why i want to watch (any part) of a girl, because that just didn't sound right to me, so i started analyzing the real reason about that and discovered that it is maybe because i just used to get an erection everyday day, so (no erection for full day) is new to me and is scaring me and to be honest i feel more powerful and confident and alive and even more secure when i get erected, so the last 2 day went like i am missing a part of my nature.
Please give me your opinion about what i am facing, if you have faced the same probelm ever during NoFap, i just want to know if i am alone in this.
By the way i don't think this is FlatLine because i can get erection when i watch girls.
Before i start my thread this is a brief about me:
-25 years old
-no job
-no girlfriend (still virgin)
-no friends either
-no morning wood (i don't remember since when but it is maybe over a 2 years)
-healthy body
-foggy brain
-social anxiety
-depression
-no goals in life
-guilty
-start of pmo when i was 16 years old
-struggling with NoFap (since a years) so much relapses
Two days ago i decided to never look to a girl with lust, and because i like watching girls bodies and enjoy looking at them, so my decision was to never look at the girls body for the next 30 days, but today is my 2nd day and feel very empty and very tempted to watch (any part) of a girl body, but i decided to stop for a moment and be honest with myself and think about the real reason of why i want to watch (any part) of a girl, because that just didn't sound right to me, so i started analyzing the real reason about that and discovered that it is maybe because i just used to get an erection everyday day, so (no erection for full day) is new to me and is scaring me and to be honest i feel more powerful and confident and alive and even more secure when i get erected, so the last 2 day went like i am missing a part of my nature.
Please give me your opinion about what i am facing, if you have faced the same probelm ever during NoFap, i just want to know if i am alone in this.
By the way i don't think this is FlatLine because i can get erection when i watch girls.