I understand our ability to focus on things that require effort is not always the same. This is at least my case. I can't go read or study something anytime I want to. I get distracted feel unmotivated etc. Yet still there are things I can do to keep myself busy and therefore away from doing what apes in the jungle do when they have got enough food and free time namely sex. The most basic thing is video games. I love playing battle of polytopia on my phone. The second thing is the internet. Stumbleupon, youtube etc. The third thing... There is no third thing. I have very low endurance for studying learning things. I can hardly read a comedy novel more than 20 minutes. Sports maybe but too much effort. Leave the house take public transport go to the gym ignore the weird shit atmosphere and try workout miserably Have you got any thoughts observations about the dynamics of your inner force that allows you to do valuable work. Like learning something I don't know. I'm unemployed and totally floating with no destination for the last couple of months. I broke my computer and can't afford a new one for now so that's not happening. I could do millions of things. But unfortunately most of the time almost ever I don't feel like doing anything. How do you keep yourself busy?