At what point is someone not a porn addict, but just an asshole? I have fapped for years, and I can personally link a lot of the bad stuff that I have done to other people, such as emotional abuse, neglect, and even becoming violent with friends for no reason. I've only just started my 4billionth reboot and am on Day One again, but I'm just wondering; maybe I am just a bad person? I have hurt people, and found it funny. I watch incredibly dark and twisted pornography and not only get turned on by it, but find it kinda hilarious. I want to be kind, I know I want to be because I have experienced love, and know that it is a better feeling than the short seconds of blissful orgasm from a porn video. That makes me want to be good, to keep trying, to be a good guy and support the ones I love. But I have a long, long history of not. Even before I knew what porn was, I was an asshole kid. I tormented kittens, and beat, lied and coerced my friends. I've always been slightly manipulative and violent. I'm just wondering... if I quit porn, will that go away? Or are assholes just doomed to be assholes forever?