A long time ago when I was first new to marijuana, I was super stoned and I was lying in bed one night and I had an experience. It was a voice coming through audibly in my head telling me that I shouldn't be so hard on myself and to love myself because I deserve it. Since then, I quit smoking, quit soda and fast food, nearly cut out sugar in my life and because of the anandamide it produces, I feel like I'm making friends and am able to overcome my social anxiety associated with autism spectrum disorders. And now, I'm trying to make myself healthy in another way. I don't know what the benefits will be but I'm looking forward to finding out.