Hello friends, My story is as follows, actually I am not in to born but a similar kinds of addiction like reading erotica and roleplaying. I didn't know that I am actually in to this trap until I tried to have real sex. World went spirally down as my manhood didn't work and I was hell worried from then and contacted several doctors and no one knew what exactly is my problem and they consider it just as performance anxiety and prescribed me blue pills. Those pills didn't solve my problem and instead I stared having headaches. In September 2020, I came across this wonderful forum and came to know about dopamine , PIED etc. I started my first streak in the end of September and I had a successful run for 34 days and I relapsed. IN those 34 days, though I had minor peeps in to some images , I was very positive and seen some nominal benefits like increased focus etc and from then I didn't make any serious attempt till February. In February 2021 and I started another streak seriously and I found few more benefits this time. But after 14 days and I lost it again. Now I am in my 3rd serious attempt and I am in to 7th day. But this time unlike my last times, the initial 6 days were not so pleasant at all, I felt no motivation, and bit depressed and I am very much worried about the recovery of PIED. Than urges I am finding it hard to fight with my brain to believe that I will recover to be proper male that actually I am. Today is my 7th day and I have woke up early in the morning and did some workouts and then meditated for 10 mins and I am feeling pleasant. Things i didn't do in my early streaks were, I didn't meditate and didn't down my journal. So, I am starting this thread to help myself and also my fellow members, by regularly updating my process and progress. Hoping to stay strong and recover soon.