I'm not suicidal but do you ever get tired of this lie we now call life . I mean what the fuck are we at spinning around the universe like we're something special Everything that went into this creation and all we do us same shit different day ... life has become the biggest lie
Yes, current life is very far from the potential it has, a life devoid of freedom is not a complete life, but we should hang in there, if for no other reason than to spite our enemies. Our enemies (the tribe which is behind all the misery we live in) want us to despair and be weak, we all have to keep our strength, we might very well need it one day.
I find that having some sort of passion in life helps. Something that makes you want to get up and do that thing. Doesn't really matter what it is, as long as it's not unhealthy or harmful I guess. I chose writing, and I'd recommend that to anyone.