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Whats the most thing that upsets you about relapsing?

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by skaterdrew, Aug 26, 2019.

  1. Aug 26, 2019 #1
    skaterdrew

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    For me it used to be not healing from PIED. But over the last while I do believe I have almost healed from PIED.

    But these days when I relapse the most thing that upsets me is not being able to control my self, and I worry I will never be able to control my self to the point this is completely going to be out my life for good. I just feel like I will always eventually relapse.

    Another thing that worries me is how many relapses until the PIED starts to get bad again? How many relapses until the porn has more control over me again?

    I think what has happened to me recently is I am not as worried about relapsing anywhere near as much, because like I said the PIED does seem to be almost cured.

    I am just worried I am going to go back the way again.
     
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  2. Aug 26, 2019 #2
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    How it messes with my attitude to others and how I have to control myself which is hard to do, how it messes with my dreams while I'm asleep, and last but not lesst my flatlines especially if I have a love interest.
     
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  3. Aug 26, 2019 #3
    EternalDreams

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    One thing that makes me upset about it is that i feel as though i’ll never get over this. I’ve been on and off nofap for awhile now and there’s been plenty of times where i felt like giving up. Relapses are the worst...
     
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  4. Aug 26, 2019 #4
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    Binge eating, I usually think I'll never make it and that causes me depression.
     
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  5. Aug 26, 2019 #5
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    For me, Its the felling of letting my wife down. While she does not know about my addiction, it has interfered with us being intimate. She is a wonderful person and she deserves better.
     
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  6. Aug 26, 2019 #6
    hardowner

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    Ah, sheet. Here we go again...
     
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  7. Aug 27, 2019 #7
    BreakingBenjamin

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    The feeling of lost self control over your body
     
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  8. Aug 27, 2019 #8
    lamstronger

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    The feeling after the fact, that you lost and you're back to square 1
     
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