I need to stop watching because it drains me of happiness and energy. It takes all of my goals and slowly destorys them. Im doing this to show my younger brothers i can actually accomplish what i say. I know they look up to me and i have been letting them down. Im also doing this because of people i dont even know yet. Like my future wife and kids, nephews and nieces. And im doing this for me. Because i think i deserve happiness after years of being on this rollercoaster ride of depression and lies. Whats motivating you today??