I've been using some suggestive, flirty and cute stuff. Mostly gf related because since starting this challange I've never felt more lonely. I used to be able to isolate myself socially yet never feeling alone. Not anymore though, now I feel lonely if I don't talk to someone for just one day. This is basically like people using their tv or radio to fill the silence but also diffrent. I don't feel like a loser at all, I feel strong and capable and like a fire is burning under my ass.