When Mom got a new cellphone that's when I knew I had a problem.

Telling a middle aged woman to "wipe" your old phone is not going to ring in her mind like it would for a millennial but when my mother got a new phone I had to transfer her contacts and pics/videos over to her new one.

While moving the pics over I discovered that my mother had taken some nudes, while most sons would have been disgusted at the sight of their naked mother, I got an erection and nearly masturbated to the images. I have never had any sort of sexual relation with any family member, that sort of thing doesn't run in our family but when the thought came across my mind to add my own mother to the list of thousands of women I've masturbated to that's when I knew I had to get clean. I had to get this off my chest and I'm looking forward to working thru my issues with porn and masturbation addiction.

 

The fact that I saw my own mother and it didn't register for me, scares me.

I'm hoping that I'm not too far gone

 

I know I'm gonna get roasted but I need it, I need to get snapped back to reality.