When my struggle with pornography!!

Keanue

Keanue

New Fapstronaut
Life is beautiful and my concious was filled with wonderful thoughts .But everything went wrong when puberty hits me. My body and mind both changed very different way. When I first learn to pleasure myself ,I thought that I just invented a very exciting feature of my body. But such thought was completely wrong. Because Lately struggled with body ache ,weakness, hornyness, lazyness etc. Watching porn was the most exciting thing for me that time. I could not resisted myself. I watched everyday. But when I grow up , I got epiphany that this is bad for my health. when I was a teenager was skinny and sick looking. My look always made uncomfortable with people's, specially with girls.But some how got into a relationship with a beautiful girl. I don't know why but somehow I started more
fapping which turn me into more ugly af. I couldn't stoped my gf to broke up me. That shit made depressed , I started fapping allmost everyday 2 to 3 times a day. This thing going on for years . Then again I got epiphany ,my concious telling you are killing yourself ,stopped it now . I stopped it, I stopped using Internet. I had no mobile past 2 years . In this two years I stopped fapping mostly , do it monthly 2 to 3 times. I thought I fixed my hornyness. So, I started using mobile and Internet, First week was good . But after week everything went back to same position . Now I am here for the help to prevent myself. I can do iit again. Fight against me
 
You need to stop PMO for a few months, not only limit - you need to totally stop it. I think 2 years with limited porn actually helped you. Imagine how much worse your life would look like if you used internet porn excessively for that two years.
 
don't be weak man @Keanue
take a cold shower and be a new man nad improve to your EX GF that you are a really good man , even years you are bad , mention a day timer for you and never give up , don't be slave to PMO
 
in my mind i have a kind of strict parent telling me what to not do, and I follow that strict parent, the more nofap i do the stricter the parent gets, sounds weird but its true, you will find your strict parent the more you think about nofap and how much it improves your life and porn will mean nothing to you
 
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