When you realized that you're too far gone?

When, after telling myself for a few months that I wasn't getting hard because I was hooking up with 7s, I finally came home with a 9 and still couldn't get it up.

Started nofap the next day.

 

When I realized I was holding onto memories from a bygone age. Innocent though it may seem, my masturbation habits were always around my ex, then one person I fell in love with.

So after my birthday this year, where I had one drink too many, I noticed the problem and decided to come here for....not support, but to know I'm not alone in the struggle. If that makes sense.

 

I realized I was going to far when I began to watch incest and transgender porn I realized that I had a decadent mind and decided that it was finally time to give up on porn for good. I also had the desire for something real I wanted genuine companionship with a woman. But I feel like some of my desires, kinks, and experiences with porn probably corrupted any chance I had at getting a real relationship with a good woman. I believe porn made me think that incest was normal but the sad thing is for me is that it took one video of trans porn to get me to kick my porn watching habits. Before the Incest and trans porn I was looking at pictures of boobs and feet then It just spiraled down into sheer decadence. For the record I have not ever been attracted to transgenders nor do I want a relationship with one [Not Trying To Get Political] but their are many reasons I do not want a transgender as my woman Reason 1 I prefer Biological women Reason 2 Greater chance of STIs/STDs Reason 3 Leftists keep fetishizing them Reason 4 I want a woman that is able to give birth naturally Reason 5 I just wanted more extreme content because the boobs and feet routine was not doing it for me anymore So it was out of lust and not genuine attraction.

 

Hola .... las adicciones son así, cada vez empeoran más, tu decidiste, romper con eso, no te preocupes por ese material o el tipo de P, lo importante es que ya deseas eliminar esas malas influencias, aún eres muy joven, tienes un gran futuro sin PMO....

 

I never went for anything extreme, and would even have been perfectly happy with softcore, but after decades and decades of it, I realized I had to change. While I cannot blame porn for some of the wrong turns my life has taken, I truly believe I would have had a more fulfilling life without porn. The good news is, I still have many years to go and am making changes. Young guys, I beg you: You must rid yourself of your porn habit and you must begin NOW.

 

Same. It wasn't an instant realisation, but around 2 months into this crap, I realised it and thankfully managed to go back to the "normal" stuff.

I want to get rid of everything completely, but it's a hard struggle.