Who likes their sexuality?

If you’re ruined from porn it’s not permanent. Just keep on keeping on.

 

Wow now that you posed this question, I realized that I always fuckin hated my sexuality.

Right from the start in my youth it was connected to compulsive behaviour. Always chasing the high as fast as possible. Then with porn it escalated of course. So many times I wished I was asexual or take a medicine that suppresses the libido.

Even with my ex-GF it was heavily connected to porn fantasies and compulsion. Touching or caressing the girl didn't give me any arousal. Like 0%. Only oral sex or actual sex and different fetishes aroused me. I hope that after 90 days of nofap I can live a normal sex life. I hope it's not too late.

 

It truly is never too late, you will always be able to reverse any negative effects caused by a porn addiction with enough time and dedication.