As said above boys and girls to whom I'm writing. Why is my life so boring and difficult? It's like I've been sent to Earth to suffer since childhood. I do not have real friends who call me to see how I am doing, nobody cares about me. When I try to meet people whether is a girl or a boy, apparently I don't see to be an interesting person, I dunno what's wrong here, maybe it's the expression on my face or the way I walk and I think I will never know since asking people doesn't work. They tell you lies in order to not make you feel bad. Not even girls, I'm 21 and I've never had a girlfriend. No girl seems to be interested in me or shows interest. I am afraid that I'm losing my most important years in life. Soon, I will be 30, and then 40 and I did nothing. Life is getting out of control and reach. Maybe I was born to be alone, nobody likes me.