Why do I doubt myself?

Well to begin with....... I have stayed away from porn for some time now and i am beginning to see some substantial effects already.

My face its radiant, im more handsome, i attract a lot ov girls in my school, and cant walk safely in the school cafeteria as girls are always trying to jump on me and push their friends on me ( intentionally ofcourse)

You see im a very positive person and have a lot of confidence. I believe in selfesteem, calmness, hope and continuous hard work.

Other than a few erections these couple of days i have tried my best to stay away from porn.

But, you see today my classmates were boggling over a mobile phone and so i also went over to check what it was that they were watching.

Yeah you guessed it, porn it was. And i had a glimpse of it.

From that moment onwards it changed my day. I am feeling doubtful about myself, that any more of P will flinch me of my goal. Why am i feeling doubtful about myself even though i ve stayed away from porn, and how just a glimpse of it can change it.

Look...... My another question is that im a novice on day 14..... What do you suggest are these days just in the course of getting away from porn( i mean that are these days supposed to be hard)? And should i stay with company to prevent me from watching porn?