So I am currently on my longest streak of PMO ever. I have gone 22 days without PMO on hardcore mode. I keep affirming to myself that I will never do PMO again, but why do I keep holding on to this belief that I will eventually relapse or that "my time will come" (no pun intended)? Do any of you feel this? I want to be on hardmode for the rest of my life...or until I find a girlfriend.