Well. One year ago I dated the dream girl. Sadly we broke up because both of us were moving to different parts of the country. I lost my mind and was hearthbroken for a very long time. Still we kept in contact the last months before we moved, and were friends. We kept chatting on snapchat for some time after too. But after some time she started to chat/respond less to me. Today, 7 months without contact. She sent me a snap. Maybe I am making a big deal out of it, because I am currently too scared to open it. She was the first girl I ever loved. And if we could get back together I would do it without any problems. I can't even open other snaps, because I am so shaky on my hands... I am most likely overreacting, but it is just so random. OUT OF NOWHERE. Also two weeks ago, I asked an other girl to hang out for the first time after the break up with the first girl. The girl said yes, but things did not go as planned so it did not work out. I am truly scared. My mind is going crazy now.