Why I am doing this

Hi
I just wanted to remind myself on why I'm doing this journey as I am starting to loose it. Feel free to comment or just give advice etc.
1. I don't even like porn, so why the fuck do I watch it? It disgusts me.
2. Theres no point in watching it. It doesn't help, doesn't solve anything, only makes things worse.
3. I want to do this for the sake of my future self. I want to improve myself and this is a start.
4. I don't want to be known by myself as a porn addict. That's just disgusting and wrong.
5. I want to be able to respect women and not just think of them as a fucking sex object.
6. I want to be happier and more confident.
7. Doing this will make me feel accomplished and good about myself.
8. I want to be able to use my time productively, and improve in areas I want to and do useful things instead.
9. I want to reduce this brain fog I have a lot of the time. It's so annoying and I cant think straight.
10. I want to have more self control and discipline, so I can make more good choices and achieve good things.
11. And finally, i want to reduce my depression and feeling of self worthlessness.