My dear Fapstronauts, I am new and I am very happy to be new in your community because I feel like new-born with a large smile on my face, ready to attack and get rid of this addiction from which I couldn't get rid since real 51 years of my life, this means that since 13 years old the emptiness of my life lead me to this situation together with many other factors in my lonely life, a father who wanted to abort my life before my birth as he later did for my 4 other siblings on a line, but couldn't accomplish his wish and started a campagne of pressure to separate me from my mother, my only friend on this world, until 2014 where she got a stroke and lost her speech, he goes on attacking me each time I visite them in their elderly home, I have also got many heart problems because of the on going addiction, my only possible point of distraction until today. Now the decision is taken, I am going to do everything to get rid of my habitude of killing my distress this way and I'll use my intelligence and all my technical knowledge, being a building ingenieur, speaking 5 languages, an inventor, a writer, a painter, a real believer in God the Almighty and born as a positive thinking soft hearted loving person contrary to my father. Please help me and show me your example in such a way that I may arrive "there" a.s.a.p. and be free again and be happy as everyone who did never need such a torture in his life. Many thanks, God may bless your whole community.
