Why I joined/Intro

Hello,

Last year in December, I lost my ability to have orgasms. I can get erect, and I can ejaculate, but I didn't feel anything at all, a complete 0/10. I panicked of course, and I did a lot of research over the following months. A lot of other issues popped up during that time, so I went in to a lot of doctors appointments, and had frequent blood tests/ultrasounds/x-rays/CT scans, as I also developed urinary retention, severe heart palpitations, weird back pain, some stomach soreness, kidney stones and what I believe is premature ejaculation.

I've felt pretty burnt out from the appointments, and am desperate for things to go back to normal. I tried this since March never going beyond a week. Every so often, I feel alone and depressed, so I give it a shot again, like I did tonight. Unfortunately, it didn't work, I still have no orgasms.

I figured I'd join this to try to see if anyone else has had any experiences with this, and to maybe get some hope that things may get better for me. I just want things to go back to normal. I can get rid of the Porn no problem (I used to masturbate to porn for about 1-3 hours every night, to try to get over stress as I worked almost constantly), but I just want the orgasms and regular sexual function back.

Anyway. If anyone has any advice, I would greatly appreciate it.
Thank you.

(I also have a meatus tear going town towards the frenulum. A lot of this started shortly after that, now I don't get any sexual sensation in my penis. I still feel things, and it is still sensitive, but it just doesn't have that distinct sexual tingling.)