It never goes away does it? This battle. He will never stop looking at things. Will he? He will never come to be with anything unless I bring it up will he? My gut has been going off for a couple weeks now and sure enough came in from walking the dog the other night and saw a picture of a girls ass pulled up on his phone. Only with him to back out of it quickly. On fb. Just like I thought. It never goes away. I wanna be done. I don't want to think or care anymore. He proposed last weekend and I said yes. Thinking things were better after he had supposedly not PMO in 6 months. He swears it was just something on fb in a fittness group were in. How dumb am i!? Cause apparently he thinks im a effing retard. So dumb. So so dumb. Yet I'm being a dumb girl still sticking around. He has no self fucking control and I'm a dumbass.