will horrifying fetishes caused by escalation go away?

AllanTheCowboy · Nov 14, 2016

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I have been an addict since i was about 12 and through the years I have developed increasingly depraved desires to keep me able to get aroused by porn. When I was young I was aroused by incest. But to my shame in the last few years I developed a taste in bestiality. Now in the last year I have had the overwhelming desire some nights for... underage stuff. Now while I have never actually found porn involving underage. I have seen a few naked online. This makes me feel such guilt that sometimes I want to hang myself to kill the monster growing inside me. The thing is I have no sexual attraction to kids/teens, or animals in real life. But its like the taboo of the thing turns me on. Will this go away If I can break my addiction or If not what should I do? Side note I developed many of these attractions through dreams I had. If I dreamed a certain fetish I would eventually develop it. Please be nice I know how easily it is to get inflamed at a topic like this, but know I would never actually hurt anyone or anything. Thats the whole reason I am so horrified. I've seen just about everything.
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Mine went away. Some are still there, but the more ordinary sorts of ones, and I don't need them anymore. Like "that'd be hot, but if you don't like we won't do it." The mental image of one of mine actually caused me to be sick (like a normal person!) a few weeks ago!

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