Will I ever be normal?

Discussion in 'Problematic Sexual Behavior' started by Share The Pain, Oct 18, 2021.

  1. Share The Pain

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    Are these fantasies and fetishes ever leaving or are they permanent? I want to be normal and fantasize about women as I used to before porn. Futanari/Shemale urges are hitting hard and I can only get hard to these stuff. Makes me anxious and depressed. Almost failed no PMO again. :(
     
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  2. Jamwan14

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    Hey man I feel you, I have the same thoughts running through my mind as well.
    it’s not about going “back to normal” it’s about “building a new normal” remember that! You can’t go back in time so you will have to accept the new person you have are and become stronger both mentally and physically. YOU GOT THIS!
     
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  3. Share The Pain

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    I wont accept myself like this.
     
  4. Share The Pain

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    Also 5 days without pmo and here we go I just fucked it up again.
     
  5. Jamwan14

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    you have to man, it’s never too late to start doing something good. These thoughts will fade a lot as time goes by. Just focus on building yourself and becoming a better person and be stronger.
     
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  6. Freedom_from_PMO

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    They are fading, you have to be patient.
     
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  7. modernstore99

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    Check out my story at Am I a Sissy?? (Actually a good story with happy ending, trust me, read the whole thing). The normal life you are yearning for is absolutely achievable.

    I'm only 3 years into my recovery, and my shemale/futa desires have receded so much they're basically an annoyance now. It only took 4 months for me to forget about shemale and sissy stuff for many weeks. I barely take any mind to them anymore. With the right steps, you can find yourself in my shoes very shortly
     
  8. Share The Pain

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    Well this gives me a bit hope. I just need to learn to resist the urges but they hit like a hunger, so I feel like I have to do it. If I distract myself which is extremely hard, it will eventually hit again and then I fall for that disturbing shit again and I masturbate to futa stuff.
     
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  9. modernstore99

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    It does get better over time. Resisting always helps. Believe in me, and believe in yourself
     
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  10. ugotthis

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    use Kaspersky safe kids to block prn. It is very good and it helped me
     
  11. MsteiN

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    No, they aren't permanent.
    You not are your addiction bro, always remember that,btw i would recommend to you to read about the Easy method
     
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