It's been about 18 months since he last viewed porn and about 12 months since any attempt to look it up. The PIED had completely disappeared for longer than I can remember and although I am still suffering from the betrayal trauma a bit things were getting better and better. He has been home alone for the last 3 days, I've been at work. We were intimate 2 nights ago everything was fine. Tonight the ED (or is it PIED?) Returned. It caused a big argument he got really defensive and said it was because he had been thinking about how I don't like him home alone and was paranoid I was wanting to be intimate to test him out. Well after that I am suspicious again it's bought back all the bad memories. Although I'm pretty sure he hasn't lied to me about anything in a long time, it bought back all the memories of when he so convincingly lied in the past. I'm really not sure what to believe now. If he has relapsed or if it was just the worry of what I was thinking. After all the hard work it's really put me right back. I'm feeling so torn again.