Need2BbornAgain
New Fapstronaut
Hello everyone,
Just a few words to introduce myself.
Porn and porn substitutes have been in my life for about 20 years now and I am... sick and tired of it. I've been struggling for 3 years trying to end this adddiction without success, in spite of many books read and videos watched. Even after reading Gary Wilson's book (Your brain on Porn) just yesterday I was fapping on a "candid" video downloaded via p2p.
Enough.
I never wanted to express all of it via a forum like this but who knows ? Maybe just writing about my experience will help ?
I shall begin today. No porn, no porn substitutes, nothing. Not for 30 or 60 days, forever. I know relapse is awaiting, but whatever : the longest voyage starts with the first step.
See you,
A lone guinea-pig
Just a few words to introduce myself.
Porn and porn substitutes have been in my life for about 20 years now and I am... sick and tired of it. I've been struggling for 3 years trying to end this adddiction without success, in spite of many books read and videos watched. Even after reading Gary Wilson's book (Your brain on Porn) just yesterday I was fapping on a "candid" video downloaded via p2p.
Enough.
I never wanted to express all of it via a forum like this but who knows ? Maybe just writing about my experience will help ?
I shall begin today. No porn, no porn substitutes, nothing. Not for 30 or 60 days, forever. I know relapse is awaiting, but whatever : the longest voyage starts with the first step.
See you,
A lone guinea-pig