Willing to, but not knowing how to.

Yo. The minute i've read about nofap a started thinking if is it acctully possible to get read of this buredn for good? I had been in my mind for some times now that i connect most of my failures with fapping. I started doing this form the age of 10 or 11, not knowing what PMO even is. Not knowing what was the feeling that got interested in doing it. This started before my puberty, that i'm sure. At then i didn't feel the need of fapping. But while puberty started kicking up, the need became more and more deceptive. By the age of 12 and 13 a reallized what fappin is and what in the reason people do it. At that point it slowly became a part of me, not knowing this could lead in to addiction. Many time i said when i'll get oldder i'll some have stop, but why quit if there is none to judge what i'm doing with my body. So selfish of me, but i got to this understanding trough the years till' now. I'm 19 years old. So i'm addicted to fapping for 7 or 8 years. I didn't saw anything wrong in doing it every day. But the problem emerge from the relationship with my first girlfriend, witch i know is the one. And we've been together for a good year and a half. We talked about PMO and everything that came along with it. It's been hard for me to tell her the story abot my addiction like it is right now. She helped me quit wathcing porn. Witch was hard at first, but with time i felt i have a chance of succes. We made a deal a wouldn't whatch movies, but the lust of fapping didn't disapear. As an excuse a started wathing pictures that got me "movin'" and short clips(vines...) that started teasing me and eventualy lead in to fapping. My girlfriend helped me find the meaning in faith and it has been a big part of me from our star. Faith helped me to ease my addiction but that is not enough for me. I don't blame it for not working, because the decission is in me, right? I see a great opportunity to read about, a get to know how other deal with PMO.

ps. i'm from slovenia and i apologize if i've misspelled anyting.

I wish the best in overcoming your fappin goals!!