Hey guys. So, I'm a 32 year old male with a shitload of problems. I have schizoaffective disorder. I'm on 6 different psychiatric medications. I think my med's are giving me ED. I'm a kratom user I'm 5' 10" 287 lbs. I haven't had sex in at least 7 years. I'm a 2-pack-a-day smoker. I make minimum wage. I dropped out of college after my first psychotic episodes. I've been hospitalized between 1-2 dozen times for my illness. On the bright side, I did a six month reboot and now masturbate occasionally and watch porn maybe once a month. Anyway, I've made various attempts at self-improvement. I've gone on month-long stints of going to the gym every day. I've tried to lose weight. I tried quitting smoking twice last year. No matter what I do, I can't seem to make any progress. I'm lazy and unmotivated and tired and everything seems like such a chore. What should I do?