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Worst sexual experience and another flatline

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Brown Sugar, Apr 23, 2019.

  1. Brown Sugar

    Brown Sugar Fapstronaut

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    Hey guys,
    Yesterday, I had my one of the worst sexual experiences with my girlfriend. I was flatlining a week before ,then I started to feel some urges with morning woods. I thought my flatline is over so it's time now to bang my girl.
    I asked her to come over my place on phone. The moment ,she said yes ,I started to feel low and anxious ( maybe due to bad performance in the past).
    Then, she came and we started kissing and so on...I was not getting erection at the moment so I jerked a little bit and got full erection, wore condom and gone in 60 seconds.i was in haste due to anxiety. After this short session, we stayed in bed for about 2 hours but not a single time I felt the urge to do it again. My girlfriend was horny as hell but I was cold . We dressed, I dropped her at her accommodation and I returned with shame and regrets.
    Since yesterday, I am feeling extremely exhausted, low and anxious. There are zero urges, no interest in anything at all.
    This time I am starting again in monk mode. I want to see how long this feeling last. I think, it will take about a month to recover. This feeling of leaving your girl unsatisfied is driving me crazy. So my monk mode starts now. I will keep updating my experience on regular intervals.
    If anyone has any suggestions, pls revert.
     

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