Would I feel a relapse?

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Mr Go Get D. Money, Apr 18, 2020.

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  1. Mr Go Get D. Money

    Mr Go Get D. Money Fapstronaut

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    Hey guys,

    Decided to make an account today, I’m on day 19, or so I think. My problem is that last night I blacked out from drinking, which I unfortunately do very often. I woke up with no clothes on and shorts I wear to sleep were on the floor. Now, I am hoping I was just piss drunk and forgot to change clothes. I am 99% sure I did not relapse because I don’t feel different, apart from the hangover. I also checked my Instagram liked posts, website data and texts. However, that of course, does not mean I positively did not relapse. While I’m pretty damn sure I didn’t, I do not want to cheat myself, ya know. I’m wondering if I did relapse after 19 days, I would be able to tell indefinitely, provided the circumstances that I do not remember that part of the night. Thank you!
     
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  2. BigBadWolf_27

    BigBadWolf_27 Fapstronaut

    Hello man.
    Don't overthink that situation. If you feel like you did not relapse, move on. Period.
    If I can tell you something - stop doing this. I'm serious man. Alcohol is shit. It does not gives you any good, just like porn and masturbation, if you want to have full control over yourself don't drink. Instagram is another thing. I personally deleted it a long time ago, for me it was simply a time-waster and a possible reason to relapse... So watch out, and take care man.
     
  3. MerseyPhoenix

    MerseyPhoenix Fapstronaut

    Instagram is NoFap poison.
     
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  4. Mr Go Get D. Money

    Mr Go Get D. Money Fapstronaut

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    This brought a smile to my face, thanks for responding. My friend who got me into this movement told me the same thing, just keep going regardless of what did, or did not happen. Yeah, for the alcohol I tend to blackout everytime I drink because I’ve developed a wicked tolerance to the shit. I’m 19 and in college so I unfortunately do exploit it. Take care man!
     
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  5. Castawaycasualty

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    I feel you man, Ive had the same problem with alcohol, blackouts were a nightly occurrence for me. I decided to quit alcohol about 2-3 weeks ago, as after a night of binge drinking (the entire week and the week before that and the month before that dating all the back to when i was 17 years old) i woke up with serious tremors and could not stop the shaking for the entire day and also felt like i had alcohol induced psychosis its not fun and you dont want to end up there like i did. this was my wake up call and i can guarantee its one you dont want to have to hear. so from me to you man put the hooch away, youll be a better man for it! And let me tell you after only a few weeks of quitting i feel immensely better about myself and my life. my old life consisted of waking up hungover trying to remember how the night started to go black and then just giving up trying to remember with a morning shot and beers until my first blackout of the day would force me into a nap, wake up feeling like shit and go straight back to drinking(to feel "better" until i was on the floor just trying to crawl up to my bed ( most of the time not making it there) to wake up, rinse and repeat... this was no life at all and you dont want to end up there like i did. Im not saying you have to cut it all the way out of your life your young and its part of being young but realize where you could end up if you dont keep it in check... Best of luck to you man!
     
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  6. Mr Go Get D. Money

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    Thanks for the insight! I agree, my goal is to keep it in check and be more appreciative of the buzzed feeling vs. chasing the drunk feeling which I never find, hence, why I black.
     
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