Writing my thoughts to get support

The damage I've done to myself has reduced my ability to think properly, so the text might seem vague.
Anyway, It's been a long time i've started nofap. maybe 2years but I'm far away from being called 'rebooted'. I once got close to 90 days and since then it's become a challenge to get on a long clean streak.
My biggest concern is my uncontrollable temptation to get sensual excitement. It bugs me mentally to be unable to fully resist the temptations.
What do I mean by sensual excitement? It's when I go to selfies subredit and check hot girls nude profile. It's when my scumbag brain tricks me to text the girl in the chatroom who sells webcam sx( It's foolish that i think i can have a clean chat with her but that's what my brain tells me) and I end up getting a nude test video.I do also end up searching for erotic stuff(underwear,etc) sometimes.
I'm trying to point out that i don't go straight to porn sites, that's rare, but i do something along those lines. I think I've turned from a heavy p addict into excitement seeker. this is what I label myself because i'm not interested in sex scenery, instead in girls bodies, vanilla things and thoughts.
I don't want to whine only. Reaching this state is a big transformation for me. for the guy seeking p from the age 14 (I'm 27) and having p as lover, friend, companion or whatever, in sad and happy moments, reachin this state is absolutely an achievement.
Yet I'm looking forward to be even better, to become my best, to be completely clean, to be a normal, likeable guy, to reconstruct the glory of my past life, be different, attractive and successful.

**Let me conclude this to few main points to make it easy-reading and for people who can help but doesn't have time to read the whole text:

1. Although I do not relapse with hardcore stuff, I get some excitement by nude or semi-nude stuff from here and there. I don't know if it's ok yet I'd like to have or get a strategy to resist this.

2. It's very difficult for me to get past the initial days. My brain finds sneaky ways to get excitement.

ideas are appreciated. support me guys. tnx