Written P abuser, Excessive M and Game addict looking for a new life.

The title says it all. I have problems and while I'm doing awesomely with pushing back and staying away from my gaming days, the thing that has come in its place is arguably much worse. I write, read and live for Erotic stories and am busy with it all day. Now I seek to go "Hard" mode and quit PM forever, and O until I get into a stable healthy relationship.

I have tried NoFap before and reached 6 days but gave up after pain in my chest and a certain overload of thoughts. The relapse that came after was so bad that I had a sore one for days. Either way, that is in the past and now I'm here for my redemption.

The habits I seek to use to help me are:
-Calisthenics
-Reading
-Meditation
-Writing the novel in my head
-Cold showers

Questions and encouragement are welcome.

Day 1 / N/A
Let's go.

 

Thank you, my friend.
This is much appreciated. Godspeed on your journey as well!

 

This isn't a relapse, this is me trying to get started. My motivations to get started, however, are freeing up minds pace, time and finding motivation for the wonderful things in life. If I can find that, I'm more than satisfied!

 

Temporarily with my parents again after sexual behaviour (too much porn) ruined a past relationship and I'm looking to move out again when I have the money.

 

Nope. I first want to see if I can sort this myself before opening up completely. Going to these forums already feels like a massive step in the right direction.

 

Thank you very much for your well meant and meaningful advice. I'll certainly be thinking about finding a NoFapbuddy! I also wish you good luck, wherever you may be in your own journey.

 

Nah, you're right. I sent the owner of a Discord AP group an ask for the invite. That'll help tremendously since I'm always online there.