Ok, as you can see I am new here. I have abstained from porn about 2 weeks, but I masturbated almost every day. Despite of fapping, I am feeling some results. This is the reason why I started the the nofap challenge last Monday. (2 days without fapping YEH!) I have a problem. I am a 27 year old fucking virgin. Never kissed a girl in my ridiculous life. The reason is because my adolescence time was a complete shit. Girls and friends mocked/joked with me (calling me ugly, stupid, etc) and I still don't know why. My self esteem got lower (but no depression or anxiety). I was a late grower. I think I just became a man in my 21 years old. When I hit 23 years old I got depressed because of not having a gf (or a life) LOL. It was a real shit. Lost the interest about everything. Waking up was hard as fuck. First thought (better to be dead than alive). But I started to see that a girl is not everything in life. They don't deserve a guy like me. I am superior to them. Started to lift weights, eat clean, running. My body is other shit now (like 7/10 ffor a 5'8 manlet). New haircuts and we get better with aging. I still feel ugly (maybe because my self esteem is still low), but I see uglier guys than me with smoking hot chicks. I am really good at my job (developer basically). I transformed myself from the lonely depressed guy to the lonely don't give a fuck guy. Times goes by, and I am a 27 years old. Yes I am a better version of myself. But I don't have friends because I gave a shit. When I say I don't have friends, I am saying that I don't have anyone to hang out. To drink a beer. To go to a disco. To meet girls. Basically, I don't have a life. I just work. Now I am starting to go down again. What is the funny of life without friends or girls? Tell me. I have been improving my self for 4 years, not giving a shit about girls and friends. "WTF am I doing"? We men, that are not asexual, need sex, need a partner to enjoy the life! Our main goal is to procreate, to socialize, not spend a life alone. My goal is to nofap and start to improve my skills with girls (and only girls). I don't need friends atm. TELL ME. How the hell can I meet girls? And please, don't tell me that I need to have friends first. I don't want to have a friend just for the sake of having. I just want to improve my skills with girls. Creating social network shit is not an option. I value my privacy a lot. I don't have any chance right?