Wtf did I just do?

Discussion in 'Problematic Sexual Behavior' started by 73/88, Mar 27, 2019.

  1. 73/88

    73/88 Fapstronaut

    Hi guys, started NoFap a while ago :)
    I knew of this site and it helped me a lot in the beginning but as I started to get more control of myself I stopped visiting this site and joined the r/NoFap community on reddit.
    Ok so the thing is that I had a streak of 27 days after my record streak of 40 days was broken and I didn't even relapse, I just had a reset.
    I no longer had any porn blockers on my phone because I had stopped having urges but today I was specially horny I watched some P and did the fucking weirdest thing I've ever done; I FUCKING EYACULATED ON MY FACE like WTF! I was on my back with my backside raised and my head between my legs and fucking came on my face...
    I feel so bad now, idk how am I even going to talk to any of my friends now, I even have a date tomorrow but now I feel like the most disgusting human being on earth...
    All was going so well and now I feel horrible...what is wrong with me?
  2. BeastBoyBalling

    BeastBoyBalling Fapstronaut

    Nothing. Don't worry. We just humans.
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  3. 73/88

    73/88 Fapstronaut

    I don't want to exsist right now, for real.
    I'm not talking about suicide or anything of course, what I mean is that I hate my self right now :(
  4. Don't worry about it, man. Just forget it. You tried something, sounds like you didn't like it, and now you know not to try it again. You haven't lost all your progress despite the mini-reset because you've still started to change your habits, so learn from what happened today and then move on from it.
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  5. Lostbutfound

    Lostbutfound Fapstronaut

  6. Trust me, men make things like ejaculating on their faces once in life. Thats curiosity. It doesnt kill anybody. No guilt for that. Life goes on and there are many real problems to face.
  7. Use how this made you feel as motivation to get another streak going. It isn't easy but don't dwell on it, itsi in the past.
  8. StarvingSparrow

    StarvingSparrow Fapstronaut

    I once tasted my own pee out of curiosity and it was freaking disgusting. Idk how people are into that stuff. Just like the other guy said, you tried something you didn't like. Just file it under 'random things I'll never do again'
  9. changinguser

    changinguser Fapstronaut

    Honestly, at one point of history, any of us in the community may have experienced the feeling that we did something terrible that we are not proud of. However, ask yourself:
    Did you hurt anyone with this?
    Has this become a repetitive behavior?
    It's just a mistake. So, as most have said, the best you can do is let it go and move on. There's nothing wrong with you. Just give yourself time.
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  10. New Fapstronaut

    There's nothing wrong with you. You aren't a bad person, even if you are a little sick in the head lol. We are constantly seeking novelty in the porn cycle. That's why porn addiction is a problem; we do things we wouldn't otherwise do.
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  11. IGY

    IGY Fapstronaut
    NoFap Defender

    Hmm... Well you can cross giving myself a facial off your bucket list! :rolleyes:
  12. Judas Johnson

    Judas Johnson Fapstronaut

    I've cum on face loads of times, not on purpose. If I'm laid on my back and I masterbate I usually end up hitting my face. No big deal.

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