It's been eight years since my addiction started and I have made up my mind that I'm not gonna carry it into 2018, or at least not put up a good fight before kicking it completely. I never thought girls would be interested in me and that's when I started the journey. I regret it every day. But now I'm an adult who wants different for his life and has someone interested in him so I don't want her to get caught up in my struggle. I just want to know I'm not the only one out there experiencing this because it has always felt like it.