Years of Prone Masturbation

Hello all,
I am about to embark on a journey in which I hope the outcome results in full recovery and produces hope for those with a similar issue. My story begins as far back as I can remember. As a toddler, I remember my only form of masturbation was to lie flat on my stomach and use my hands, pillow or a blanket to rub against my genitalia for stimulation. This allowed for a quick and instant organism sensation. This could occur with or without an erection, although it felt best to me being semi-hard. This form of masturbation went on constantly until my late teens. In first year University, I realized that I could not have proper sex and had massive issues maintaining an erection. I constantly miss relationship opportunities with other girls because I know not having decent sex for most females is a deal breaker. After one night of failing to make a sexual encounter (when a girl I liked clearly wanted me to), I missed my window of opportunity and I was shortly friend zoned afterward. This frustration built within me and I finally told my father about the physiological issue and prone masturbation. From there we saw a urologist and I had to explain healthystrokes (the site) to him because he had never heard of prone masturbation. He prescribed pills which helped a little bit but I truly feel like this is more neurological and I need a mental reset. I have abstained for a week max but with this website and tracking progress, I feel like my motivation will be better. I will update with my progress and I urge anyone with a similar issue to contact me.

 

Porn has been a major contributor as well. Porn was my main go-to and I would always instantly skip to the hardcore portions of the intercourse scenes without even watching any form of foreplay/soft sex.

 

It seems like he and I have a similar situation. Although I cannot base my outcome on his results, seeing how he is only one individual. I hope I do see some form of recovery over time. My goal is to reach 90 days without PMO (?) (new terms.. I'm learning).

I guess I will state my current status is that I can get hard for a couple minutes via my own stimulation and I must be watching porn. I couldn't fathom lasting long inside a vagina though.

 

Hey D.J. Thanks for the welcome. Essentially my strategies involve using this site as a main motivator. Reading stories and talking to other nofappers will be helpful for sure. Also, I have pretty busy life which will hopefully distract me. The only thing that sucks right now is that I found a girl I would like to advance with. We have only cuddled and made out thus far but she keeps inviting me over. Knowing the revealing of my inability to have sex will end things, I keep avoiding/rejecting her and other females as well. My main motivation is to have a real relationship.