Yes I was on the wagon. Relapsing since last 2 weeks

Part 1
How I started looking at porn again?
I recently completed the 100 days streak with much struggle. This streak was most honest one till date. The streak was undisturbed till 114 or 115 days. Meanwhile I was suffering from jaundice and was admitted in the nearby hospital and had a massive nightfall when I was half or full asleep while I was on saline. Since then I was feeling horny but yet I thought it is natural. I was avoiding heavy food since last two months. I was discharged and was at home feeling better. Then the second blood test came which says I am again suffering from jaundice. This report seems doubtful but still I felt sad and irritated because I followed most of the diet regime given by doctor. It got my nerves and I started remembering all the porn actresses name with scenes. Now I actually felt stressed and then started searching for porn. Like I was watching everyday. But I continued it as I am switching job, left last one and going to join new one. I had time, urges and stress and my last goal was complete too. I was wondering what to do after completing 100 days? but now I have the answer.
part 2
What went wrong?
I was unable to handle the attention from lady staff of the hospital. I am not used to so much touch from girls but it is my fault as they were just doing their job.( I mean the nurses of hospital changing salines and all) I realised that I am doing wrong by relapsing again and again but I wanted to come that NoFap call from within. Finally it came today, No porn was making any sense to me. I felt sick and weird about (trigger warning) forbidden stuff, I felt sad about some actresses and also for myself. Most of the porn actresses which I used to watch are retired by now. Even they left porn during last 10 years(yes its a long time), but here was searching them and disturbing their past. Anyway I am aware about my mistake now.
part 3
What can I do?
Well, I should have aimed for 1000 days instead of 100. Whenever I have completed my days on the counter same things happened. I will go for 1000 days with more honesty and when I will complete that I will reset the goal to 2000 or 3000 days maybe. I am not certain about that but let me try at least because I was not sure about 100 days either but I completed the goal.
What I will do with alone and free time when nobody is at home?
I am planning to practice vipassana during that home alone time as no one will be there at that time.I also have tai chi cd saved in my pen drive if I am bored I will try that too.
Why am I starting new streak aiming 1000 days?
Because I feel like prisoner of porn from last two weeks. My aunt visited yesterday and the folder was open which contained porn video files (small thumbnails) was open. I switched to next window immediately but she must have seen the thumbnails for a second. I was really scared. But she did not noticed it I assume. Today also I was feeling immense amount of heart thumping fear while looking and searching for porn as my family members roaming near other side of the laptop. Though nothing is visible as the laptop is facing me but why should I behave like an addict( I agree I am a porn addict) and risk myself? I feel ashamed every time when I create some folder for porn files but still it comes back till today. I saw in final destination that guy who know he was next to die gave keys to other girl or guy and said delete my porn and destroy my stash. I was ill for so many days and my spleen and liver had a swelling. I also felt like I am going to die in few days. I want a clean death and people should remember as just and noble person who was helping, loving and honest to his work and life. To become all those adjective I should and I am freeing myself from porn today. I pray for success of each fapstranaut in their journey, I hope you awesome guys and girls (and others) are praying too. I want a happy and serene life. Good things are happening professionally and I want to share that goodness in other aspect of my life as well as yours. Thank you for your support, We all will be free some day, soon. Be blessed.
P.S. Sorry for the long post.I hope you understand.