Your Addict!

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by the_navigator, May 5, 2016.

  1. the_navigator

    the_navigator Fapstronaut

    Hello, I am your disease

    I Hate meetings...I Hate higher powers...I Hate anyone who has a program. To all who come in contact with me, I wish you death and I wish you suffering. Allow me to introduce myself, I am the disease of addiction. I Am cunning, baffling, and powerful. That's Me. I have killed millions and I am pleased.
    I love to catch you with the element of suprise. I love pretending I am your friend and lover. I have given you comfort, haven't I? Wasn't I there when you were lonely? When you wanted to die, didn't you call on me? I was there, I love to make you hurt. I love to make you cry. Better yet, I Love to make you so numb you can neither hurt nor cry. When you can't feel anything at all. This is true gratification. And all that I ask from you is long term suffering. I've been there for you always.

    When things were going right in your life, you invited me. You said you didn't deserve these good things, and I was the only one who would agree with you. Together we were able to destroy all the good things in your life. People don't take me seriously. They take strokes seriously, heart attacks, even diabetes, they take seriously. Fools. Without my help these things would not be possible. I am such a hated disease, and yet I do not come uninvited. You choose to have me. So many have chosen me over reality and peace.

    More than you hate me, I hate all of you who have a 12 step program. Your program, Your meeting, Your higher power. All of these things weaken me, and I can't function in the manner I am accustomed to. Now I must lie here quietly. You don't see me but I am growing bigger than ever. When you only exist, I may live. When you live I may only exist. But I am here...

    And until we meet again, If we meet again, I wish you death and suffering.
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  2. jfromcr

    jfromcr Fapstronaut

    Hey the_navigator,

    This is a good post. Good to remind us of the lie that we bought into. Allow me to add to it:

    I am pornography. I look beautiful on the outside. Everyone is happy and having a good time, even when it is rough and even when the women say no. It is OK because they really want it anyway. Sex doesn't hurt anyone all of these people are here by choice. They are making money doing this or they are even doing it just because they want to. All of these people live very fulfilling lives where they are happy and having sex all the time. The women really just want more men to demean them and call them awful names. The men are even happier having sex with one woman after another. They never feel any anxiety or stress or pain after having sex for hours on end.

    Don't look at the statistics on human trafficking or believe that 87% of porn stars would quit if they could. That is just another lie meant to keep you from having fun. Nothing proves that there is a connection between violent porn and violence on college campuses and military bases. If there is no proof it must not be true. And all that brain "science" is just for nerdy little losers that can't play with the big boys and watch porn.

    Have a nice day.
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