Your Progress Is My Progress Is Our Progress: Understanding The Underlying Causes Of Addictions

I literally fell to my knees on the kitchen floor after breakfast I was in so much pain.

I don't even know why lol. Like the universe is crushing me. There is no other way to describe it. If I don't do the right thing I may as well tie a noose around my neck.

 

I'm going to go torture myself on a playground mindfully but vehemently.

 

Step Four Update: I know what needs to be done. Honesty with myself and others is the priority. And I will stop cropping out website names on images I upload to Imgur but I'm not ready to quit it yet. Borrow the false to realize the true as a master said. Guerilla moves aren't pretty but I'm not ready to transition to solely above ground tactics yet.

 

Step Five: "Admitted to God, to ourselves and to another human being the exact nature of our wrongs."

Yes I've done all this. And I admitted to a person face to face offline too otherwise it wouldn't truly count, if we're anonymous online it wouldn't count in my books.

 

One more today,

Step Six: "Were entirely ready to have God remove all these defects of character."

I am. Except my higher power demands I apply my own efforts as She removes them when She senses I've been working sincerely for however long it takes.

 

Some good bass action is better than any prescription drug for mental issues, if you play one that is. If you are also into self therapy and are practicing mindfulness of some kind.

 

What a crazy world we live in.

 

Science + Navy SEAL + Superlearning = YAS!

 

This guy rocks,




Al Mu'min

 

Alot of great research out there on music therapy, indeed.

 

It gets lonely on this forum. I guess that's what happens when you're too anonymous for school?