Youtube as a P sub

By the way if you download the Internet browser mobcip and only watch YouTube through that browser it does a great job at blocking triggering content

 

I agree with you on all social media sites. I deleted them all. People post their greatest hits of their life or what they want you to see. It can also cause you to start comparing your life to what they are posting on those social media sites. Plus some pictures of girls can be triggers for guys.im happy I deleted Facebook,Instagram,etc.to much of a time waster in my opinion

 

exactly what i watched, for years. Watching youtube didn't allow my brain to reboot. I did not feel as depressed as when I was watching full on porn, but I still required that artificial stimulation. It was like being frozen in a block of ice until the inevitable relapse into porn last year...I am on 41 days and it has been super hard the last 2 days. Hanging in and committed to this...

 

@Islanders190 "People post their greatest hits of their life or what they want you to see." That pretty well sums it up. It reminded me of that TV show on MTV "Catfish The TV Show" Of course, I'm old enough to remember when MTV actually played music. You watch these "perfs" on Twitter for example and how they tout this life of luxury they live, with fancy cars, daily spa treatments and hairdo's, sunning themselves at private condo pools, blah, blah, blah. One perf was a master at generating sympathy and then the "big comeback" and of course the never ending hustle for Snaps, Amazon gifts, and more blah. Do any of these so-called 114K "followers" ever figure out where she's getting all this money? Hey dude, she's selling her pussy in Vegas as a prostitute, and on the "down low." If you want some, just fly to Vegas and check it out. Stop wasting your money and time "fapping" to her vids and spending your money on "gifts" and hoping for a "like" or being "spoiled" Hey, I have an idea, why not spend your time and money on a real live girl, like one at school, or where you work, and have a real relationship, instead of wasting your time with some phony hustler whose life is a waste, no matter how much bullshit she Tweets, or posts on Instagram.

 

Thanks for sharing your story! I can relate, especially with the part about low-level arousal. I remember when the usual porn didn't have "it" for me where other clips or pictures that try to be erotic or "real" had it.

Even now, when I'm craving for P, what I'm missing most is not the orgasms but the soft-core stuff that had me aroused for hours if not days.

 

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What I've learned since coming to these forums, is something I never understood that happened years ago when I was heavy into PMO. The constant watching of porn, made it difficult for me to "O" when having actual sex with a real live woman. Of course they thought I was a real stud because I didn't "pop my cork" after the first five minutes. However, the reality was that no matter how physically attracted I was to the woman, I couldn't consummate the act without thinking of some "perf", and I never thought it was a problem, but it was a real problem. I noticed before I shut down all my social media, how some of these "perfs" posted a lot of Tweets about how they are constantly "M-ing" and all the various devices they use. Most of their Snaps involved just that, but anyone with half a brain has to realize that it would be totally impossible for them to hold an IPhone and do what they are doing. There has to be someone taking the vid....maybe their BF/GF or sugardaddy??? I keep saying this over and over, when you realize what a total CON JOB porn really is, and what you are spending in time and treasure, is it really worth it?

 

I think social media is an addiction in of itself or atleast can be. You have People fishing for likes, comments, and followers" etc there lots of girls who photo shop their picture, they use certain lighting to make themselves look good or filters to make their skin lighter. Lol some years back I would use these filtered pictures of the girls to get off and when I saw them in person in college or around town or wherever their skin would be much much darker than the pictures they posted on social media sites. I mean in person they didn't look bad but compared to their pictures it almost looks like a different person. And these were the pictures I was getting off to when in reality they almost don't even look like the girl

 

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Sounds to me like you've discovered the magic of women. Women are like chameleons and can change and adapt to any environment. Why do you think the cosmetics industry is a multi-BILLION dollar business? For regular girls, you know the one's you actually know and talk to, this is really cool. For these "perfs" it's their job. The perf I was having a "porn crush" on was able to "glam up" really well, but when she posted regular pics of herself, she was really just average. I recall one picture of her in a hot tub with two older women and the husband of one of the women, she looked like a goldfish surrounded by 3 sharks, and these are her "friends." What a loser!!! When you see these people for who and what they really are, it has to be a real wakeup call for most of us. I remember how hard it was for me when I was younger to meet and talk to girls, it's part of growing up. When you realize that it's just as hard for girls as well, things look different. The only thing you'll get from these porn perfs is a lighter wallet, and a sore dick from fapping to them. If their lives are so glamorous, why aren't more women doing it? Read Jenna Jameson book, it'll open your eyes.....trust me.

 

Yes the chase is the thrill. I remember joining porn sites and as soon as I had paid my money and got access I got bored very quickly. I preferred just trawling about free stuff, never know what's round the corner, and all sorts of dangerous paths to go down.

 

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Don't

 

Youtube is blocked by default on K9 web filter

now I know the reason...
The youtube is full of Click bait video thumbnails
Click bait videos are sucks!
because why??
They want visitors to click those videos so they will get high views and they will get $1 for every 1000 clicks. That's how youtube monetisations works
and they use sexual pictures because People tend to be curious about sexual pics.