Relapsed but learned a leason!

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by Despot, Jan 9, 2015.

  1. Despot

    Despot Fapstronaut

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    So i relapsed today after 5days of no PMO and it took me 28 seconds to finish rofl, is that a world record or what? I know i can get back to track and i will never relapse again cuz of the feeling i felt today. I felt fog in my head and it was like someone was smashing me in forehead!

    I learned that its not worth it anymore.. and i felt bored and disconnected when i finished. So ladies and gentlemen i am forever quiting since now! Its so lame that the Porn is stopping me for being my best self. Good luck to everyone out here.

    EDIT: Also when i stop smoking i get even worse urges to relapse, but i am going to fight it out my life, once for all! Wish me luck.
     
  2. TotalLifeChange

    TotalLifeChange Fapstronaut

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    Very good reminder.

    I never thought too much about it, but subconsciously I started to really stop PMO'ing when I was aware of all the problems P causes, and the aftermath of a fap was horrible.
     
  3. NJ_Devil

    NJ_Devil Fapstronaut

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    I couldn't agree more. Every time I relapsed (Twice), after I finished the "deed", I would fall into a deep depression.. And then my outlook on life would become pretty bleak.. Its just not worth it in the long run...
     
  4. Despot

    Despot Fapstronaut

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    Ow you too as well? On which day are you?