Slight trigger warning I was on Youtube edging to certain videos. I then looked up eye contact planning to edge. I clicked on this video and all my desire to edge went away. I felt connected to a person on the screen. I realized how lonely I truly was. I started crying halfway during the video and maintained eye contact the whole time. It was so hard. I started feeling my face turn red. This video really made me realize how lonely and socially anxious I am. I remember I had a friend who was a girl who looked at me like the girl in the video. Now I can barely maintain eye contact with anyone. I just look at their eyes for one second then look away. This video really made me cry for 45 minutes after it was over. You know whenever your a kid and you can't stop crying and your kind of making noises. That's what I did. I feel better now that I let all those emotions out. I will now try my best to maintain eye contact with everyone. I feel so pathetic actually bonding with a person on the screen. This post is probably very pathetic, but it's what actually happened.
I do not have constant internet access since 2017, therefore I cannot watch that video. I am going to cry for 3 hours now.
It's nothing special. It's just some girl helping you practice eye contact while she pretends to talk to you.
Stop staring at virtual women. Start making eye contact with real women. They will appreciate it and your confidence will skyrocket.
Good start. Sounds like your experience brought you face to face with something you've been needing to face. I hope that you don't turn away from the truth, and are able to put your best foot forward in making constructive changes to your situation. keep fighting
Yesterday, after all this happened, I started making an effort to look everyone in the eyes more and I'm surprisingly good at just looking people in the eyes and smiling.
Glad you feel that way, but don't rely on the feeling. Be prepared to keep putting the work in when you don't feel like it. keep fighting
Sounds like you had some kind of breakthrough, maybe this is a big step for emotionally disconnecting from porn, and reconnecting to real people.
Hey buddy, I'm enjoying getting to when with you. Sorry to hear about your loneliness. Give me a shout if you get sad. I'll be here for you.
Wow I never knew how lonely I was that I almost shed tears from watching this video. Thank you for posting this video. I've been dealing with social anxiety my whole life. Abstaining from PMO did absolutely reduce my anxiety but it's not all gone. My confidence skyrocketed after watching this video. So again thank you
Wow, her whispering was kinda annoying at first but I’m on day 5 streak. it’s been a combination of stress, almost depressed feeling and hornyness and this really helped a lot dunno why but it did. Gotta say I’ll probably watch it again as needed.