Finally got rid of the one thing holding me back. I'd say 95% of my relapses have been on my "porn iPad". It is your standard iPad mini but it was old and slow so I only used it for porn. It stayed up in my room because I didn't want it downstairs for my parents to turn on and see. Well I just relapsed with it and thought "This is it". Just got done dropping a big fucking rock on it and cutting it with an axe. Its now in the burn pile which is long overdue for a burning. I also flushed my 4gb porn flashdrive down the toilet. I'll probably regret this for a week or two, but in a few months I'll realize this is one of the best decisions I've ever made. I'm tired of being a single, socially anxious mess. I know my potential and I can't wait to overcome porn.
Sell a 6 year old iPad mini that can't even run Angry Birds? So 30 bucks, or I get to symbollicly smash it with a rock. And also if I didn't destroy it I wouldn't want to sell it, I would've just kept it.
This feels great in a sense that it symbolizes you intention. But it also shows how little control you have, you had to destroy those items physically to keep your future self safe. It is an expression of your frustration more than anything.
This post is kinda funny and I'm proof you brother for doing this great idea ! Its gonna be hard the first few day or weeks but stick to it you'll get out of this and live your best life