Last day I had huge urges to relapse and watched porn gor about 30 min , in the beginning i felt nothing but suddenly got hard ,I managed to close the porn and went to sleep , same night i felt the urge but didnt open no porn Give me any advice on my current situation
that's is called edging and its as same as mini relapse save ur self by not escalating it to masturbate and not doing it again its not a clean habit
It's like dipping your foot in quicksand to see how it feels. You're putting yourself in a dangerous situation.
be really careful for the next days, I have edged a few times even during my current streak (not to P but I read erotic novels) and you usually get super sensitive for some time after. So it is NOT okay to tell yourself, it's fine and totally risk-free, you need to stay focus and avoid this causeedging leads to relapse :/