Aprox. 50 days

The only change that I noticed in these +50 days (I think there are more, I did not count them exactly). that I no longer masturbate or watch pornography was that some women looked at me a little more. But only that, do not notice neither greater concentration nor any of the benefits that are said of the NoFap. I did not have an addictive behavior with pornography but I did have a feeling of guilt, but I don't understand why! also never escalate to hard porn or weird stuff. always normal (male-female vaginal sex, yes, always from the best models and in 4K quality).

Do you think I should watch pornography again? I manage to control it. (I never masturbated watching porn more than 1 time a week, sometimes it was even up to 2 weeks or more, but I decided to try)

 

Obviously it's much more fun with a real person, and in fact I prefer a person over porn, but I see it more as a distraction, anyway I don't spend hours looking at it but a few minutes just for pleasure

 

I'm thinking that maybe the thought I'm having is fleeting because I'm with genital warts and I'm somewhat ashamed to have sex, until they heal I can resort to self-indulgence with porn. I was actually talking to a girl I know so we could meet for a beer (which will surely end in sex) but I'm ashamed of having genital warts (it's because of hpv)

 

That is precisely why I do not want to have sex with any girl until I can cure myself of this disease. And meanwhile masturbating to pornography.

 

You mean genital warts?

 

Going to the dermatologist, he gives me the treatments with an acid, but in the meantime I could actually have sex but I am ashamed and also because maybe it could be contagious and it would be strange for a woman to see warts around the penis.