To get my old life back. I wanted more natural energy, more time, less anxiety and depression, I also get attention from people in general especially women. This has helped tremendously so far. I am making more money too.
The fact that you’re here looking for justification and that you’ve already looked at it is a massive DANGER. Heed that and stop it or you’ll be here talking about how you ruined your streak with a relapse.
I have an opinion that is different than people regarding this. I'm going to talk here on a physic and energy basis and not on a ethical/moral point of view. As long as you do not ejaculate and keep this energy inside of you, I don't see a problem that you watch porn. The most important part is to keep the semen inside your body. But be careful because orgasm is never too far and just one movement that is too much will make you loose everything and you'll have to restart again. Also, watch out pre-ejaculatory fluids..Indeed when you have an erection and are arroused, these liquids that contain many good things for you, could be lost.
I think you already know the answer. It 'feels nice' to watch it because of the dopamine rush. Go get that doing the things that keep you on the path of freedom.