Second 90-Day Cycle Done Tomorrow

Well, today was my 89th day. This will be the second time I completed 90 days without PMO, although I did look at porn roughly two months ago.

Things have changed dramatically. My faith is realer in God. My relationships are more alive. I care more about what people have to say and I genuinely listen. I have a sharper memory. I can talk to girls, but more importantly, I don't care about the outcome!

Think of it this way. If you ask a girl out and get rejected, this has the same effect as if you had not asked her out at all: no date. Live your life and talk to women. They aren't as complex as we often tell ourselves they are. They just need love, affection and friendship like anyone else.

I am no longer afraid to talk to someone because they are beautiful. I feel worthy to hold conversations with anyone- because I am! It's not because I am greater than anyone else in the world, but because they are no greater than me. At the end of the day, we have to remember that we all share the same planet. No matter our religion, ethnicity, sexual orientation, political views, etc., we all bleed red.

I want to write a book. I want to find a Godly woman to marry. I want to sharpen my craft of guitar. I have so many things to do that PMO was holding me back from, and not only do I think I can accomplish them, I know and will.

Thanks, and God Bless friends

 

No sir. I did look at porn on January 20th (I think that was the last day) but haven't masturbated.