The mood is almost stable... The usual urges that sneak in my brain from time to time. Depression and loneliness are constant in my life.. someday they are simply more bearable than others day... How was your day?
Today was a difficult day... the urges are getting stronger.. and some of the dreams I am having are very "erotic".... but I will keep fighting.. step by step.
Hello, some of the urges are slowly getting more easy to manage... I still have erotic fantasies all the time... witch sucks....
just saw a picture of a Porn actress in a news.... I felt this strong urge to fap my self into oblivion..... but I miraculously resisted.... I am quite proud of my self... The perks of being me
I feel so alone and bored; I would like to have someone by my side, but I doubt i will ever find someone. So the urge the masturbate/watch porn creeps in, like a growing shadow in the sunset, and I find myself wondering about this path i chose as I feel darkness surrounding me. Sometimes I feel like there is no point in any thing that i do; now is one of those moments.
No one knows your future... not even you. You have no idea who you will meet. Allow the future remain in the future and you only deal with today.
hello, I think I am doing something wrong, I don see any change, and also I haven't had any of the signs my rebooting is starting, can any one help me ?
Keep going. Everyone is different and everyone changes at different times along their journeys. You say you don't see a change? You have gone 33 days without looking at porn, is that not a change? You are not giving into your urges to look at porn or masturbate, isn't that a change?
well thse are the default changes, but i red someone going throughout flat line and stuff like that...
Flatlining typically happens but there is no set starting date for that. When it comes you when know it. This process varies for everyone.
Now would be a great time for you to create your official journal. Go to the Reboot Logs and find your age group and begin your journal. Copy/ paste a link here so that we can find you and encourage you along your journey.