When i get through a difficult social situation, where i feel rejected or unloved or unliked, I go home and all i can think about is porn, porn, porn. what gives?
Just don't do it ! Go sleep or do something else. I m lonely living in parents flat and it sucks, now I m on 20th day streak and at least I have a different (better) thoughts. It don't give you superpower but your brain will be thinking differently. Just try it and fight with that fucking stupid fake worthless thing such as porn is.
I can't say for sure because I'm not you however whenever anything happened negative for me porn became my outlet because for as long as I was doing it I would feel a lift, a surge of something positive to replace the lowdown feelings but the nature of PMO and bingeing and soon those 'good' feelings had been replaced with even worse feelings than the ones I was fighting to begin with. Maybe there's something like this happening for you. Porn gives you an escape and a powerful feelgood release when you're stressed out.
I think this is quite normal. We are men. I experience the porn, porn, porn situations daily. Let us help together to clean our spirit. The thought is allowed. But I do not want to see porn anymore and make a conclusion with masturbation. I want to reach my goal